Where do I start? I don't even know. Aside from his pretty severe stranger anxiety / separation anxiety, he has been so fun this month. He is looking more and more like a little boy and less and less like a baby (although I think it'll be a long time before he loses that baby face, those cheeks aren't going anywhere for a while!)
His separation anxiety breaks my heart - just kills me. I knew it would be hard to leave a crying baby, but I never imagined it would be this hard. I think part of it has to do with I'm just not used to hearing him cry. Maybe if he would have cried as a young infant, I would be desensitized to it a bit more? Maybe not. Probably not. He won't cry for me as I drop him off at Junior High, so I just need to have faith that this will pass - but it feels like it never will.
On the lighter side - Levi is a HOOT! The boy is just hilarious. He has a personality about 1,000 miles wide. He makes the funniest faces and sounds. He loves attention and will just about anything for you to clap for him. He's discovered that he can get attention for his adorable head tilt (and he uses this one A LOT), and his weird grunt sounds (we prefer the head tilt :-)).
He LOVES to play pattycake. Once you start he won't let you stop. He just keeps clapping and he'll even crawl over to me and clap my hands together for me if I stop.
His favorite things are still: Airplanes, the moon, the tuba, any food (but especially goldfish), baby Einstein, his "home computer" (toy laptop),and Phoebe. Whenever he plays with something, whether he's pushing a car, or feeling something, or pushing a button - he always uses his first two fingers. (you can see this in his video when he's touching his book and when he's pushing his car.) He LOVES to operate the light switches!
He hasn't added any words to his vocabulary, in fact I think he's dropped some (which makes me wonder if he ever had them to begin with). When he's really excited about something, he says "dah." This word happens mostly when Daddy comes home, when a light gets turned on, or when the tuba comes out.
He FINALLY has teeth. His two bottom front ones are in, and you can see his top ones making their way down.
He is a very obedient boy. He knows what things are off limits. He will test us though. He will get as close as he can to the outlet, or dog bowl and look at it then look back at me, then look at it, then look back at me. He'll even reach his hand out and get as close as he can to touching it without actually touching it. One time he accidentally threw his ball and it landed in the Phoebe's bowl. I let him fish it out and not get in trouble - bad idea. Now instead of touching the bowl (which he knows is a "no no") he will bring a toy over and put it in the bowl and then get the toy out. Little smarty pants!
He knows that he's not allowed to put acorns in his mouth. So this is what he does and it drives me nuts. He will pick up an acorn and act like he is putting in his mouth, but put the back of his hand up to his lips instead. Or sometimes he'll look at me and act like he's putting something in his mouth and his pincer grasp will be empty. That boy!
He loves to eat! (as if you couldn't tell by looking at him) He's feeding himself now, and most of the time he won't look up from his tray. He has his head down and those fingers going until everything is gone - then he'll look up and want more. I have not put anything in front of him that he will not eat.
He is a studious boy. He would much rather study a toy or a leaf or something than be tickled. He examines things and analyzes them and moves on to the next thing. He loves to problem solve. I think we're going to have a smart boy on our hands.
I love him. I am proud of him. I miss him when he's asleep (except when I'm trying to sleep). I want to keep him a baby forever. I want to hurry up and watch him grow up. Please let me know when you've figured out how to do that one!
Enjoy his second to last slideshow of his first year! I just can't believe it.
Monday, November 9, 2009
11 MONTHS!!!
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Monday, November 2, 2009
This one's for Granny
Granny, the librarian.
Today was Levi's first trip to the public library. He loved it! We picked out books about puppies and airplanes - his favorites! Next time I'll look for something about the moon, also his favorite. He had a nice time playing with the toys and seeing the other children. After we had gotten all of our books we went out to the creek behind the library to watch the ducks. Levi particularly enjoyed the geese and their very loud vocal display. They were not scared of Levi, and Levi was certainly not afraid of them. I had to keep them separated.
I think next week we're going to attend the story time for 1 year olds. ONE YEAR OLDS! Exactly one year ago today was my baby shower, and today I spent the day making invitations to his first birthday. I just can't believe it.
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Saturday, October 31, 2009
Tricks and Treats!
Levi's New Trick:
Levi's First Treat:
Isn't he the most irresistible turkey you've ever seen?
My mom called him a butterball. I think that's an approriate name for him (Turkey costume or not)
Looking for Acorns. One of is favorite things to do. Too bad Daddy sucked them all up in the shop vac today. The deck was COVERED
He found a few left over Acorns.
Speaking of Acorns, we have some of the most bizarre looking acorns I've ever seen in our front yard. Maybe you all have seen acorns that look like this, but this was new and shocking to me when I saw them for the first time shortly after moving in.
Here are the nice friendly normal acorns that Levi plays with in our backyard:
And here are the monster acorns on steriods that come off of our tree in the front yard:
I am a little concerned that one of these acorns are going to do some serious damage to one of our brains! Can you imagine that acorn falling from 20 feet and landing on your head? We were outside today collecting some of them to put in a vase for some nice fall decor, and as we were discussing them falling off our tree, THREE came barrelling down to the ground. They were no where near us, but we decided to look at my car and saw 2 dents in the trunk area where they have fallen onto the car. Good reason to get the garage cleared out and functional!
Hope you all had a nice safe Halloween!
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Tuesday, October 27, 2009
Little Show-off
While having lunch the other day, Levi was doing this weird new grunt thing (this child and grunting, geez!) and I laughed. He enjoyed me laughing at him, so he did it again - and I laughed again. This went on for a while, so I got my camera. Please ignore my fake laughing - I'm not a great actress I guess.
After he was done grunting I tried to get him to do his babbling, you'll see his head shake (his new dance) and his head tilt, of course. Whenever he wants some attention he pulls out all these tricks. I guess he was loving the camera!
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Saturday, October 17, 2009
Big Scary World!

My little boy has realized that he lives in a big scary world. The same things that once elicited joy and laughter are now terrifying. These frightening things include:
Dancing bears playing the violin on his baby Einstein DVD
Images of a lawn mower
Counting to three
People
Yes, I said counting to three. I think this is because I always count to three before I make a scary noise like the food processor or the vacuum that way he is prepared for the sound and thinks something fun is about to happen. Well, those fun things like the food processor and vacuum cleaner are not so fun anymore. Counting to three now makes him think that something really scary is going to happen.
Poor Poor boy.
We had a night of worship tonight at church. I went with him into the room where it was mostly big kids playing with balls and such. He was very uncomfortable so I stayed and played with him for a little bit. It was so cute, there was a very nice lady in there trying to play with Levi but you could see the terror in his eyes. Sometimes he would look at her and just cry, then other times he would look at her and do a really uncomfortable laugh - like he was trying to be brave but he really wanted to cry. He really was trying hard, poor little guy. Once I felt like he was comfortable I slipped away. I peeked in on him through the window and saw that same lady was holding him and he had his pacifier. (I only give him his pacifier when he sleeps) I was not upset that they gave him his paci, I was just upset that he [thought] needed it. I took a pager with me and toward the end of the service it went off. I went back and the same lady was holding him and he had stopped crying, but I could tell he had been crying hard because he was doing those involuntary heaves that you do after you finish a bad cry. Poor boy.
I don't know what to do about this new fear. I don't know whether to scoop him up right away and let him know that he's safe and cuddle him and hold him close. I don't know if I should distract him or try to make the scary thing funny. I don't know if cuddling him and soothing him will encourage the fear - or confirm his belief that the object of his fear is indeed something to be afraid of. I talked to a parent who I admire very much at church tonight who said she's been auditing a lot of family counseling classes at the seminary and says she wishes she would have done differently with her first three children. She suggested scooping Levi up and reassuring him, and making sure he knows he's safe with momma. She said all the stuff that she learned about attachment and security issues have convinced her that this is the best way to handle the situation and that she wishes she could go back and hold her other three children just a little more.
Maybe I should head her advice. I don't know. I just don't want my boy to be afraid. Any suggestions? Know how long this will last?
P.S. If you see Levi and he is frightened by you, please don't be offended.
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Sunday, October 11, 2009
Life imitating art... kind of
Levi always enjoys watching his slideshows (so does his mom), so we've watched it about three or four times now and EVERY time we get to the video of him and his head tilt - he will tilt his head too!
What a cutie.
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Saturday, October 10, 2009
10 month slideshow
Happy Ten Months Levi! Last month you spent most of your days with your grandparents so that we could get our new house ready to live in. While we are so so grateful that we were able to get our house into the shape it is now, and while you had so much fun with your grandma and grandaddy - - It's always better when we're together!
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